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Alright, I'm so mad with my dad.. I was taking a rest from my 3 hours of study and all he see was I'm playing PSP and he conclude that I wasn't studying at all.. He didn't even see how much i study for the past 3 hours. Cant I even let my brain rest for like 5 mins? He asked how much am I planning to get for my O's this year. I was errrr... And he said "u cant even decide how much you want to get for O's?" Then how about going for courses in poly? I said I know what I'm doing. Don't have to worry so much. I know my limit..
In return he banned me from using computer during the weekdays and only weekends but not during exam months.. So during Exam, I'm like totally banned from using computer.. ARGH!! But I know that O's is coming real soon.. Is like within months lol.. No longer years.. I cannot keep saying "aiya! O's not so soon mah".. It's really coming.. I cannot believe with the standard that I have now, I'm going to sit for O's. I confirm fail badly.. I know my dad wants me to study well and get good grades to go good courses. But, cant i just have a little rest time? Even if a 10mins usage of computer would be enough.
The internet is actually a good sources for better learning.. I believe he knows if he continue letting me use the computer, I wouldn't study and would just "lock" myself at RBKD. Not that I'm blaming Rui En but I blame myself. Cos going to RBKD and "locking" myself there is my fault, but I'm so into the fun we had in RBKD.
My dad was using RUI EN as an example to like "motivate" me. He was like "can u see how hard Rui En was study during her O's"? "U support her so much, go for all her events yet u didn't learn how much time she had spend in the past for studying"? "She had such a good education, even completed University, not only cos she is smart but she work hard too." "Can u even study hard for now, it's like only O's what if u reach poly? poly work is tougher then u think ok?"
I was just keeping quiet through the whole session of "dad's advice talk". But what he said isn't wrong too. RUI EN study so hard and yet I'm like still slacking when O's is just in a few months time.. I should be studying now, using all my times that I have now and not wasting times on the internet chatting and surfing the net..
But I took his advice to study for now. Once O's is over, I can enjoy for that short period before continue in Poly. The joy of collecting good grades during O's can replaced all the time not spend on the internet.
Each time i say I'm going to study, I never did. NOW!! I really must start NOW!! THIS VERY MOMENT IN STUDYING.
I cant waste anymore time. I really must start now.. But still RUI EN will always be with me.. I'm going to put on her songs and study till O's come.
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